Humanure ([info]dustymausoleum) wrote,
2005-07-22 17:23:00
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  • Mood: "mad as fire"
  • Music: Soilwork "stabbing the drama"

She loves me not

I suppose I was rather foolish entertaining the idea that a sweet and beautiful girl could ever love me especially through a medium as fickle as the internet, but to all of you with the negative, pessimistic attitude (and will inevitably spend the rest of your life alone) at least I took a chance. Something about a straw and a camel but I had to go there because they also say something about it being better to have loved and lost... well I've lost quite enough and no more Mr. Niceguy. Goodbye warm heart, caring disposition, and turn-the-other-cheek... Hello cold heart, apathetic player, and get-in-my-way-or-impede-my-progress-and-I'll-kick-your-goddamn-teeth-down-your-fucking-throat.

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[info]prosphoros

July 22 2005, 21:53:48 UTC 6 years ago

Foolish, my ass: giving up hope, that would be foolish. Closing oneself off to the possibility of good things, good people is a lot harder to recover from than a broken heart, almost like the difference between bleeding out versus bleeding clean. Do what you have to do, but don't give up.

[info]dustymausoleum

July 22 2005, 21:57:46 UTC 6 years ago

You're so absolutely right... I actually felt horrible about writing it as soon as I posted. I suppose it was just a frivolous statement to make me feel better at the time for I could never be that person, try as I might.

[info]prosphoros

July 22 2005, 23:11:51 UTC 6 years ago

Eh, be who you are; the right people will find you eventually.

[info]ziggy_punk

July 23 2005, 00:50:02 UTC 6 years ago

I hate that men automatically think of the "no more Mr. Niceguy" role when their heart is broken. Not all women will brake it, find one of those.

[info]dustymausoleum

July 23 2005, 00:55:13 UTC 6 years ago

HA!!! "Automatically" is quite inappropriate for my personal situation as it was not my first thought at all, and this is certainly not my first heartbreak by any means. I'm very surprised that damn muscle lasted this long. I could really some hints as to where women that don't incessantly break hearts might be located...

[info]ghsgermanchick

July 23 2005, 02:53:22 UTC 6 years ago

I'm so sorry it didn't workout,I don't even know you but I really hoped it would.A couple at my church recently broke off their engagment and everyone was sad because we thought they were so in love but trust that God has a better plan for you.I know its hard when we want something and it just won't happen.Like feckless said don't give up there are other women out there and hopefully you will meet the one thats meant for you.

Anonymous

July 24 2005, 19:32:10 UTC 6 years ago

feelin the pain

i feel ur pain on that one my dear friend... i know wut it's like to have loved & not b loved bak. leaves an open wound in one's heart that will forever bleed. i fear one day that those of us who have felt such pain will bleed out & no one will ever see or even care that we are no longer in the living flesh. instead we shall b a bag of bones.. a lifeless body lying cold in the gutter. maggot & other insects will feed on our now deformed body, as our souls fly off to haunt & torment those that have tormented us. these souls will never make it to heaven or hell... they will reside on earth to forever haunt those of the living. "cold hearts never die!!" have a nice life fukin up ppl!! from ur "lil angel gurl" luv ya man.

[info]ingrindw3crust

July 28 2005, 17:28:10 UTC 6 years ago

give me a call on Jason's phone ... Kirsten lost my phone so you'll have to call her number ... same as mine except 1809 ... probably won't get the call ... sorry we haven't stopped by lately .. we've been crazy busy and we haven't even finished moving all of our shit yet ... today's the last trip ... in any event ... gimme a call ... we'll come get you and we'll hang out or something ... etc

[info]dustymausoleum

July 28 2005, 22:16:45 UTC 6 years ago

Alright.
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